Full-Blown Suffering: A Personal Struggle Against the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a overcast weekday morning in September 2016. I worked as a teacher, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a intense pain erupted behind my right eye. Then came rapid shocks, like lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the discomfort eased and then came back with greater intensity. Four times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I tried ibuprofen, but the agony remained unbearable.
The headaches returned repeatedly that fall, and again in spring, soon forming an annual pattern. September and October were the most severe, then the late winter. I could anticipate the pattern: a warning sensation in the shower, early pangs on the commute, full-on agony in the classroom by 9.30am. In late 2019, a doctor finally referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches often begin with severe discomfort around one eye that lasts for several hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the condition, and men are more often affected. Cluster headaches typically start with abrupt, excruciating pain focused on one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes come in clusters, every day or multiple times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists an episodic type, which arrives in seasonal bouts; others have continuous attacks, defined by the absence of long symptom-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the intensity. One research paper scored the pain at 9.7 10, more severe than bone fractures or pancreatitis. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm amid attacks; the figure dropped to 4% when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic sufferer from Wales, finds this understandable. Her episodes started when she was two. “I would throw myself on the ground and hit my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to several triggers, made things more intense. After drinking sherry at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as drunken episodes. Understanding finally came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during episodes. Her definitive diagnosis came in 2002 at a specialist hospital.
Still, the failure to organize life around erratic attacks took its toll. She particularly disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her family during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been described across the ages. “The first description of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They attributed the disease to an evil spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Ancient medical texts propose unusual remedies for what some experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a distinct condition, with therapies ranging from bloodletting to other, more folk remedies.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very intense headache occurring and disappearing each day at specific hours”.
The disorder were only formally classified by global headache committees in 1988. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key blood vessel that supplies blood to the head. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the condition explain this.
In the late 1990s, scientists published the findings of a study for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, published in a prominent medical publication, showed activation of the a brain region, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better.
Despite such progress, diagnosis remains slow. Jamie Charteris's attacks started in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four surgeries before finally being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor researched his complaints.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosis and managing happen because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary headache disorders, such as migraine, before diagnosing the disorder. A thorough patient history is crucial: on which part of the head do symptoms occur? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help verify cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be sent to specialist centers. But a lot of first arrive to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable treatments.
A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from the condition for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dentists misinterpreted her pain. She believes dentists still need greater education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in 2021; a reassuring volunteer guided them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack passed.
National guidance on management recommend that patients are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a specific medication delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly helps manage the attacks of some people.
But leading neurologists argue the guidance need updating to reflect a clearer treatment pathway and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the bout determines the treatment.” Short cycles with infrequent episodes are handled with acute treatment alone. Longer or more intense periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an injection into the side of the head where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.
The official guidance need updating to reflect a